Thoughts of me
What has changed in me these months? Do people
really change or are only some personality characteristics revealed in times of
stress?
It may be that I have changed, or rather grown.
I have wondered what things really matter in this year, what we should all be
doing, when life shakes so much. I do not think that studies or work should
matter or be the priority, but to enjoy the little moments. Realize that some
people need help and offer it. I do not know if I did not think about this
before, I think so. But right now, it is the recurring thoughts and not how
this semester will go, not what will happen to my grade point average.
I have not changed; I have realized things.
Being a person who is always trying to get ahead of the future is not healthy
and I am working on it. I have realized that the difficult things in my life
have made me who I am, but I have also always been like this, with the same
conflicts of anxiety and perfectionism.
I have not changed these months, I have grown
for many reasons, and I have also prioritized other things. I am afraid of how
much priority I give him after school. I know that I will not give up, but I
also know that I will not be the usual student, who tries hard without seeing
the consequences.
I am first, that is what I have changed.
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